Married Straight Men Cheat on Their Wives and Have Gay Orgy in Sauna

I never planned to end up here. At 35, married for over a decade, I was supposed to be settled.

Suburban home, dinner with the in-laws, weekend barbecues.

But there's a room inside me, one I keep locked sealed behind polite smiles and empty small talk.

And every so often I find myself unlocking it, usually on Thursday nights at a discreet little spa just outside Los Angeles.

The place looks ordinary from the outside. White stucco walls, a tasteful sign that says "Revive".